OHMIEGAWD !! i couldnt imagine my table has turned out to be in this way ! and for your information, its only a part of my table. what's more, i couldnt imagine my life has turned out to be in this way!

)): after 6 days of mugging hard, the volcano in me has erupted.

something came into my mind. not dance, but sports. (: yes! i think i need a break for that. de-stress!

so i met up with kenneth this morning for breakfast at macs. walked to school together and xiangming and zhenhui came after that. we had a badminton game! that was what marilyn wanted! :D

it seemed to be game of emotions. i teamed up with xm, so kenneth teamed up with zh. imagine two tigers competing with two lil rabbits. (okay, my analogy isnt good) the two of us were trying to vent our unhappiness and our anger out. perhaps it's only me. poor kenneth and zh had to admit defeat. but, it's definitely a good match for me. i felt so refreshed, so good that i could actually smile again! im in love with badminton again. you prolly see me playing that after common test! yes! thanks for the companion people! love! :D

you know what? come to think about it again, it's only common test. why am i stressing myself out, pulling my hair to figure out every single concepts in my book? yes, i need to study but for this time, i'm not going to stress myself again. i'm going to study SMART! i hope? :D

i just came up with a shopping list! to-do shopping list after my common test! i wanna go IKEA! i wanna buy le coq sportif bag! i want a new badminton racket! i need a roxy pencilcase! i need a new pair of sport shoes too! i think my pocket gonna have a big hole soon. >.<

i started to see the changes in life. i just simply feel that life is really unexpected. i remember about five years back, i had a hard time loving him. all the heartaches and everything one could actually get in return. and i didn't really expect that one day, i'll be the one telling him how i actually feel for someone else, and listening to his craps and all. it's really quite hard to imagine you know? life's a joke, uh. if you are reading this, i guess you probably laugh at the way i used to be. HEHEHES :D thanks man ! it's great having you around !

i dislike holidays! having a holiday doesnt really make me happy. ): seven days of mugging hard, seven days of thoughts, seven days of heartaches and seven days of missing him. )): i looked back at the past, i looked back at the happy moments. i'll smile; i'll cry. looking at the picture of you and me simply brings me comfort whenever i feel exhausted. im lost, with no sense of directions and i'm waiting for you to lead me the way. i follow my heart, do you?

i miss you, terribly.

REPLIES :D

weisheng; you JIAYOU too! did i appear in your dreams again? haha !
flunx; yes! thnks! :D im pining hopes on chem! i hope i can finish the chem paper on time. -shrugs
zhao; yes! <3 <3 NOOTKA!
fish; oh dear, miss me then fall sick? ;\ if only you were in school...